Ad Astra (HU) - Crust of Ego lyrics

No chance to contemplate No chance to smell your reek You've arranged it all in time Before I could even speak Coercion Invisible Hearing the same words on and on How pleasant, how perfect Singing the songs of pure repulsion The crust of your ego asphyxiates, I can't defy That's how you keep me forever mentally torn and blind I've never known what it's like to choose I've never known what it's like to find the clues I've never known what it's like when I decide Bereaved is all I've ever been, choking in your pride Drag me into this shell Don't let me fall astray Impose your fate on me And spare a life of disarray Pretending delightedness Consciously groping for your words Descending to numbness Tell me how it could be truly worse