Accidental Suicide - The Life I Hate lyrics

k** me k** me now my mind is flashing iridescent shades of red watching me dying fantastic dream in my head why must I live its my choice by right I should die repeated reasoning then I think maybe I should try edge of my silver gleams from the light my mind screams this is the night curse me and let me die I screeach out loud "release me" I hate this life you must let me go first shaving of flesh and meat hangs from my arm watching my blood spurt and spill makes me grow alarmed halfway is not good enough I cant bear this pain red is splashing now silently like rain twirling and twisting I feel dizziness my throat swells up not only is there chunks and blood and now I vomit-I threw up this horrid mess Im creating a sight I must endure to exit life and enter d**h this is my cure seeing my blood dance down walls tears stream down my face I watch in awe a collage of frenzied and confused thoughts saliva meets blood as it strings from my jaw k** me k** me now cure me and let me die I screeach out loud "release me" I hate my life f** off world now I go