Accelerator - In Eternal Bliss lyrics

I'm wandering in my remembrance I have to realize the shattered past in my confused subsconsciousness I can't seperate the lies from the truth no tears washed away my grief I ever have to suffer my sceptical thoughts emptiness fullfilled my sorrows emptiness cuts deep in my heart a tumor called fustration pale of distress in a grey coloured time the loss of cheerful sweetness no wistfull wishes of warmth and love in weakness I praise the autumn in the depths of silence I lying in wait emptiness fullfilled my sorrows loneliness cuts deep in my heart like an owl, I haunt trough the night some strange thoughts in my mind imagination or reality on the path into insanity... like a bird, I spread out my wings some dying dreams, sweet memories black clouds on a raging sky on the flight into eternity... open your mind to see, you will face yourself hear the sounds of billow, when the wind howl goodbye you're failed in every pa** of your life ... in eternal bliss you've tried to live each others dreams ... in eternal bliss try to embrace your shamfull past ... the seeds of bliss try to find the seeds of bliss ... the seeds of bliss a halfhearted life that calls out for changes while you were living you've tried to confirm the opposites I thought I knew my business but I've never comprehend you've failed in every pa** of your life ... I've failed in every pa** of my life you've tried to live each others dreams ... I've tried to live each others dreams try to embrace your shamfull past ... try to embrace my shamfull past try to find the seeds of bliss ... try to find the seeds of bliss