Acapela Diatum - Panic Room lyrics

[Hook] This is my panic room I'm done losing my breath I never sleep, cause sleep is the cousin of d**h In my panic room, everything is falling to sh** When I'm feeling most weak and at the end of my wits My panic room, when the world's falling to pieces The demons in my room steady keeping me from sleeping Torture me some more and they gon' follow me this evening [Verse 1] I'm with this chick for the night and we drinking hennessy I know in a few days she probably won't remember me Even though tonight if it feels like we have an affinity Women drink and weed that could be my holy trinity Distract me from this world, just let me think I'm living free Take away the pain and give me artificial clarity Give me p**y, give me d**, numb the pain and call it love pour my drink into the cup, slam it down and throw it up Let me feel just like a mess let me feel in disarray Cause I'm feeling so stressed this is my only escape How could I get so shallow, how could I get to fake I guess I'm just a sinner too tired of heavens way That's why I drop the bible and forgot how to pray Maybe I'm blaming god when things don't seem to go my way But the way I'm feeling heaven just could not relate That's why I choose to medicate instead of meditate [Hook] [Verse 2] Don't worry no one interrupts right now we are in the cut Right now its just you and me and goodies that we have hustled up Now lets get close together show me how good you s** Show me how much you want it tell me that you like it rough You say its just tonight but I think tomorrows good Long as I have that elixir your clothes are coming off Its funny momma said don't mess around with shady b**hes I think my problem is I f** around with crazy b**hes Knowing these hoes ain't loyal got a bad taste in women But she got bad taste too I hate that f**ing gin and Tonic my actions make me demonic these chemicals In my stream are keeping me hooked like phonics and honestly I don't ever want to break free cause when everybody's gone my vices will comfort me Maybe I'm insecure maybe its anger when I speak I just want an overdose cause that's the only way I'll sleep In my panic room [Hook] [Verse 3] Liquor bubbles, liquor burns every dollar that I've earned Take away my common sense replace it with a spiteful urge Give me more give me more Take me higher then before Lift me up lift me up release my pa**ions let me soar Make me numb make me numb I want to play my favourite chords Let me see my darkest fetish then we can discover yours Before I get dismantled take away my empathy Expose me cause I'm insecure and fill me full of vanity Give me strength I hope its real and strip me of my sanity Do whatever that you can to k** all the monotony Trap me with your vicious touch to keep my mind from wondering Leave me as a shell and feed me lies to keep me comfortable My precious remedy become my god and I will trust in you Morals long ago, I abolished I had to choose The call I follow even if it means through obstacles My identity I'm k**in, drink away my feelins in the panic room [Hook]