Absynthe Minded - s**er (the Boy Was Never There) lyrics

I can’t believe it’s really me they’re laughing at I thought i’m fly and hip And i’ve got stickers sticking on my brain and everywhere I thought that they could see how i can be as them If i talk loud and clearly i am me But i am such a fool that i believed in it I don’t know what i’m gonna do they’re all the same And want me dead or gone And i don’t know who’s picking on me the most of all I’m gonna get them all back once And then i’ll laugh And they’ll be gone And i will find a girl and marry And i am going to really believe in it I will believe in it ‘ve got this anthrax on my eye I’ve got this anthrax on my eye Don’t let it fool you I am the one To hold on I’m long gone