Abstract - Messing With My Head lyrics

[Intro:Abstract] I... I [Verse 1: Hendersin] No one says once you get to the top, your biggest fear is when you gonna drop Blew up last year, "All I Got", I really thought it was never gonna stop Yes I hit everything I can, last year made 'bout a hundred grand Yeah I guess that was part of the plan, yeah I guess that was part of the plan But I'm so damn scared I'm just gonna lose it and I forget how to make this music and my good faith in my good place, all these muthaf**in labels, gonna misuse it Man that's true sh**, think 'bout what I had and what I have Even when my day is going good I think it's gonna go bad, I've... [Hook: Abstract] Made mistakes (Made mistakes) Been dishonest (Been dishonest) Self estranged (Self estranged) Did what I wanted (Did what I wanted n***a) Wasn't faith (Wasn't faith) I'm not insane (No) I'm not insane When things are good, I can't believe that they're for real I really wish I could, just tell myself, I've got to feel, feel something else instead, 'cause maybe life, is like a dream It's messing with my head, I must be dead When things are good, I can't believe that they're for real I really wish I could, just tell myself, I've got to feel, feel something else instead, 'cause maybe life, is like a dream It's messing with my head, I must be dead [Verse 2: Hendersin] They recognize me in the street, street Say I'm spittin that heat, heat f** how it seems, I ain't tryna be mean I mean I'm tryna be discreet, 'screet Yes it is an honor man, yes girl I am flattered But sometimes I wanna go back when my music didn't matter I've been shattered, I've been broken And I started, thought I was joking How it's crazy, you so lazy So just pay me, I've got the game open Let it soak in, all good things must come to an end So I'm worried 'bout this money that I spend Because I've... [Hook] (What up Henny, it's been a while my brotha) [Verse 3: Hendersin) When they smoke (smoke), they sit back and relax When I smoke (smoke), I get anxiety attacks I told this girl my life is crazy, she must not know how it's been Must've thought I meant it negatively that ain't what it is I just talk about you, I know (know) And how far my records go (go) How I'm gettin lined up for shows When I talk about you and the heart you warm But when you get high you enjoy the view When I'm high see when I can fall too 'Cause in the game you're (???) You're out the next doing at your best and that's real [Hook x2]