About Wayne - Flow lyrics

I'm knocking at this gate With heavy fist and worried I'm waiting for an answer This isn't the same day It's nameless Meaningless I'd like to stay awake To never miss a thing and To never ask "what if?" now These leaves are falling down All the same Maybe not Every second I crave A scrap and I'm king Where are you, maybe where I'll never dare A simple lucky feel Or just a mere illusion A chilling disconnection How much time have we spent So closely? So alone? It's not concerning me The time and how it happens A moment, just a second You light the colors up The focus Comes alive Every second I crave A scrap and I'm king Where are you, maybe where I'll never dare What's the meaning of this? Are you the one? Or just the spark of a light That won't remain? Will you take care of me Over the years Or will you let me down Uncaring?