Abnormity - Lands of Dust lyrics

Can't tell if it's real or imagination These thoughts in my mind are keeping me tied to the ground Periods of pain and desperation This darkness surrounds me, captures me, does not let me go (This is) what I am, what I fear, nearly far, by far too near What I need, what I blame, taking all my grace and fame I can't tell, I can't name these things that make me feel this shame Nothing left, lost it all, try to rise, but I just fall Feeling far away from my salvation The calm surrounds me, lost it's beauty and is cutting me deep Thin air - I am lost in suffication I'm starving for truth, will never get up again (This is) what I am, what I fear, nearly far, by far too near What I need, what I blame, taking all my grace and fame I can't tell, I can't name these things that make me feel this shame Nothing left, lost it all, try to rise, but I just fall Lands of Dust Here I stay I can't seem To find my way Find myself again in lands of dust Walking though ruins, roaming without any aim Desillusion rules and took my trust In what I see, what I feel, in the end it's all unreal (This is) what I am, what I fear, nearly far, by far too near What I need, what I blame, taking all my grace and fame I can't tell, I can't name these things that make me feel this shame Nothing left, lost it all, try to rise, but I just fall