Ablaze My Sorrow - Paradies lyrics

[Music: M.Carlsson / Ablaze My Sorrow] [Lyrics: K.Lonnsjo] Gazing up to the blackened sky Makes part of me slowly die Among a clouds I can see a dove The messenger of love Follow it, they said, to paradise Afterwards I hate them and their lies It was the beginning of my demise I've been in Paradise, don't want to go back It makes my feeling go numb and black I couldn't find the desire of my heart It was far away and slowly breaking apart Hypocrisy and lies There is no f**ing paradise Looking for the love of my life It isn't in your f**ing Paradise I'm grasping for air, so thick I can't breathe Inhale, exhale, asphyxiate Among a clouds I can see a dove The messenger of love