Help me now and tell me what to do I can't believe what was never true I can't pretend that I wasn't f**ing there And I know you don't believe that I didn't even care It's the best kept secret for the few that need it The broken tries led to lies now you can believe it Come and take back all that you've been hanging on You'll be done being numb take a chance and come on like Chorus Tell me what you got I need I'll let it come take care of me Blackened eyes it tastes like nothing but I'm finally feeling something Take it in and uhh ya it feels so right I can become something I can feel so real like you tonight No you don't need to know, don't need to care You can be here but you're never really there Take it from me this ain't where you want to be Deny all the lies and you'll finally be free I see you looking now I see you wanna know how I can show I can lead but make sure that it's what you need Ya I know what it's like that's why I'm trying to help I got a bag full of colors that I'm keeping for myself You see the blank stare in my cold eyes Till I take a taste and I'm dazed in a real high, alive I feel it creeping slow I feel it start to flow The only problem is the trip you get you'll never know Tell me what you got I need I'll let it come take care of me Blackened eyes it tastes like nothing but I'm finally feeling something Take it in and uhh ya it feels so right I can become something I can feel so real like you tonight I can feel so real like you tonight I can feel so real like you tonight I can feel so real like you tonight I can feel so real like you tonight I still feel alone when you're next to me Till I take this pill it's testing me It could make me hurt, take the best of me Or it could feel so good like ecstasy Or it could feel so good like ecstasy Or it could feel so good like ecstasy I can feel something I finally feel something I finally feel I'm finally real Tell me what you got I need I'll let it come take care of me Blackened eyes it tastes like nothing but I'm finally feeling something Take it in and uhh ya it feels so right I can become something I can feel so real like you tonight It's one of those trips it won't let go Got a razor and a mirror, tears and a throat Everything that's made me numb has returned All the scars in my head turns to fire and it burns Tell me what you got I need I'll let it come destroy me I said it's what I needed and it is if it stops And I said I need to feel like I'm real but I'm not And I know it's what I needed and I hope it never stops And I know I want to feel like I'm real but I'm not Stop. And let me off or just let go Is it worth being real I still don't know But I'll tell you what I got I just don't need So I'll always take chance it sets me free just