Abhorred - Wallowing In Utter Chaos lyrics

Once I've failed to reach e standards I've set for myself Outstretched hands for the bar but its too high A falling out with a world I no longer see A cryptic warning that its time to recreate myself This crown of thorns in my side must be torn out Extract myself from a world that left me for dead Wallowing Moving from the time full of lies and self doubt I'm screaming through gritted teeth for a rebirth A new outlook on d**h, new leash on life Theres no doubt in my mind My dreams are all false hopes Slide into oblivion Screaming to retain my sanity Wallowing in utter chaos Disinter me Then dissect me Ressurect me Retreading the past A gallows of worthlessness Always the scapegoat Never to blame Wallowing in utter chaos