A bright moon shimmering brilliance Inspiring lunacy Casting a shadowy eclipse Staring at the beauty that burns out these lusting eyes I'd rather still be blindly curious Than in this state of disillusion Inducted with a feast Then perpetually starved and teased Warm smiles returned with dull daggers Impaled by the silence of a failed situation I am alive but barely breathing Awaiting this life to begin Repeatedly k**ing me before this life can be endeavored [Solo: Aaron Hellam] Nine lives abort me but I can't inveigle one This silence k**s me sweetly and softly The valuable ones are always the underdogs Award the prize to the shallow ones; the mundane, the heartless A swim in pressurized chemicals unreleased from indicted isolation Sensory pleasure replaced by neurological distraught Virulence of cryptographic perfection; immiscible disconnection Save self by creating an inhibition of transference Sandbox murderer Create a super-villain From the underdog A broken shell of a super-hero