These days ainʼt been the same Twitter pics be the fists and hands itʼs so silly Offended when they censor cams And gritty beards turn hipster Iʼll never be a nerd by chance Fear those bitter in heart A little “S” with the two lines through it so theyʼre living in carts Boolean with the truth and Iʼm used to suspect behavior Enough dead already, who saved ya? Roll dice try to beat the problems Factual, fat chance you defeat the odds Backhanded backgammon with the cost of life An actual blind mice, lost in front of the answer Sinking at the bottom of the sea, man Uh, bukkake, lost in front of the answer Sʼwhy I Miyagi the beat pad and flee past lines Thatʼve been drawn in the sand Stay preachinʼ, ainʼt lose defense Oooooh (Yeah, nobodyʼs taking my side in here) Somewhere along the way I lost myself Yeah, I lost myself (I lost myself) I lost myself Somewhere along the way it cost my health Yeah, it cost my health (it cost my health) It cost my health All these voices in my head wonʼt go away Theyʼve built a paradise, itʼs my novocaine So numb to the soul casing I canʼt feel anything, Iʼm black and blue shaking Oooooh Iʼm black and blue shaking Oooooh Iʼm black and blue shaking Anybody? Anything in inside? Oh, Iʼm afraid of it Close the blinds, mmm In a stairway, stuck inside I hear the doorbell ring Look out the blinds, who is it? Think I lost my head space/ black and white, that's how d**h tastes/ I'm getting Real sick of my desk, clock ticks slow down, mother f** a day job, who needs a Nest egg/ ya, ya, ya I've been kicked out my nest, I guess I'll never see those bed Stains/ again, all of my bags are dead weight/ the meds all pouring out my likes for Def things/ let the creek run dry/ mind sleeps, while Im hiding, I always peep one Eye/ internet kids, never beat my odds, so leap behind/ let the creek run out/ mind Sleeps, while my eyes steep, I always know to keep one down/ from me to me There will always be one crown All these voices in my head wonʼt go away Itʼs my paradise, itʼs my novocaine So numb to the soul casing I canʼt feel anything, Iʼm black and blue shaking All these voices in my head wonʼt go away Theyʼve built a paradise, itʼs my novocaine So numb to the soul casing I canʼt feel anything, Iʼm black and blue shaking Oooooh Iʼm black and blue shaking Oooooh Iʼm black and blue shaking