Abby Ahmad - Stone lyrics

I always could feel the vacancy When I traced your soul with my memory Made you out to be someone That you never could be And now I'm facing the aftermath Of a full-blown heart attack There lies no refuge In recovery I just want a love To call my own But everything I touch Just turns to stone The more I love The more I feel alone You might say that I'm jaded I'll admit that I'm faded Worn out Worn down A transparency But you have also Been stripped to the bone Exposing flaws and faults of your own You're a crack in the landscape A deficiency I cannot be your muse I will not be your foe Cause there's a safety in the act of Letting go There's nothing left to gain When there's no room to grow Take back your city lights Take back the April rain Who knew the mess you left Would leave such a stain? I loved you all this time To find you loved me In vain So I guess there's one thing Left to do Got to tear my eyes From the rearview And wave goodbye to you