Abandoned - Phoenix Rise lyrics

There were days that I started hungover Betrayed my ideals cause I couldn't recover Being in limbo, tempted by d** Caring for no one but me I was making my day Holding my ground wasn't easy to manage Depressive in mind and abandoned by courage Betrayed by the world, hiding in darkness Questioning all that I knew I was running away [Bridge] Taking a ride on the wings of a demon Rolling dice with the devil and finally losing the game [Chorus] Here I stand breaking the chains No more controlled by the pain Almost going insane No more - I live again Down in the abyss of hate and frustration No way out of here and no incantation Despising the world, thinking of d**h Losing all hope, what the hell was going on in my mind [Bridge] Taking a ride on the wings of a demon Rolling dice with the devil and finally losing the game [Chorus] Here I stand breaking the chains No more controlled by the pain Almost going insane No more - I live again Out of the ashes I rose again Leaving the darkness and making new plans Just like a phoenix that leaves d**h behind My wall growing stronger and my dreams Will keep me alive Phoenix rise