Abandoned - Too Blind To See lyrics

Looking back I realize what happend in the past Once a man without evil thoughts but good times never last Went thru times of trouble, went thru times of pain Walked the paths of sorrow that I'll never walk again Now it's clear to me I was blind, too blind to see Caused by my own fault, a fool to take the bait When I tried to get out it was too late My world fell to pieces as I realized All the time it wasn't me, somehow mesmerized How could all this happen My will was not my own Here I stand in silence Tired and all alone Now I know the weakness And I know the pain I'm summoning the powers To get back to me again Now I thought things over and I know my way Under no circumstances cuts like a knife But here I stand in pa**ion cause I'm still alive Now it's clear to me I'm all I need