Abandoned - In Search Of Sanity lyrics

A secret kept inside my head Another personality A symbiotic creature feeding my mind Slowly k**ing me At first it haunted me in my dreams And visited me at night When I woke up I felt alright But now I feel it rise Leave me alone - try to find my peac min I can't escape - I'm in search of my insanity Remembering my former life And all the beautiful thiongs I've seen Till something crept inside my head A creature wicked, wild, and mean What can I do I cannot stand Living through this hell The man I was now down an out It's hard for me to see I had enough, d**h calls for me It's time for me to go Pull the trigger - bullet - head I didn't even feel the blow No crimson light awaiting me No heaven and no hell I open my eyes and realize It keeps me still alive Leave me alone - I can't even rest in peace I can't escape - Now I'm back in this hell again