Abandoned By Bears - Good Luck Next Year lyrics

I've been backing out over simple situations No matter what it takes I need to get some confidence And the hardest part is trying to keep up with everyone else I'll bite my tongue and keep on thinking I've gotta' get back on my feet Before I sink too deep And I developed a distaste for everything surrounding me And I won't ever come back again No, I'll never set my foot here again I need to catch my breath [?] I need to know that everything gets harder All this time I wasted getting nowhere There is something more to this, I'm sure I can't deny that you have any more Brace yourself Here comes the truth Sing it like you [?] Sing it like you mean it [?] Yeah I'll just sing it with heart I need to know that everything gets harder All this time I wasted getting nowhere There is something more to this, I'm sure I can't deny that you have And I will dig myself deeper down this empty hole And eventually you will see that there is things you can't control But I couldn't care less What you do, what you think Good luck next year I'll make sure I won't be here While everybody else is fast paced I'm stuck here clenching my teeth again (clenching my teeth again) And my patience is wearing thin I can feel my bones cave from within And I can't seem to come to terms with The fact that I was good for nothing How did I end up here? I can't depend or give you so much better Where do I go from here? I can't depend or give you so much better Still I don't know whats keeping me from running away from here