Ab-Soul - Everspinning Tide lyrics

I've been getting a taste of how the world spins Watching my childhood slipping away Willing to pay To turn the hands back on the clock When I was pa**ing the block With my hat on co*k Troublesome not many accomplishments, fatherless And out of all this; still I press ???? All eyes ??????? And the tide is spinning out of my grasp it seems; like When I'm gone will any of y'all ask for me; I'm The rap competitor No different from the snotty nose who stole cash from the register Ill smash through a plethora Of obstacles and blocks mentioning with being relevant now I'm just tryna get to heaven and smile , y'all I'm pa**ing you And like a tide I'm absolute