Aaron elijah - I Don't Know lyrics

[Verse 1: aaron elijah] I feel the droplets like a rainy day Ashes to Ashes Is the game in the drain they play "Cash it and ash it" Is what we said today My consciousness goes out and in I feel the water rush down my skin Like rivers and I'm the planet My minds a whirlwind i begin to go on more than one tangent Thinking... I'm a seed but i wanna be a flower So i'll be here for an hour in the shower as i, Watch the water go down the drain I ponder will i, slaughter or be slain? When i wander will i falter or maintain? These questions need an answer These confessions bleed a cancer Often we do nothing but be following blindly Get fed hate and we swallow it kindly As we wash it down with ignorance I gotta ask.. Is it bliss? We take for granted things with such significance Trapped behind walls as if our brains are immigrants Make the majority impotent Make the greedy all powerful Loves missing and hates bountiful How can something so destructive be so poingant and abundant? Its got me stuttering "is Jesus really the son of Him?" And, "whats really worth plundering?" Theres so little harmony the worlds wondering whats one again I don't know [Verse 2: aaron elijah] Then i was laying in bed My thoughts were spraying some lead They didn't want me to sleep so i walked around campus instead I saw this dude rocking dreads He said, "cheer up" as if he can see what's in my head I could tell people thought he was creepy by his raggedy clothes Alone and easy is how tragedy goes He goes on to say, "We could be gone today" So i replied to this mysterious guy I was curious why, he was so alone As he was shaking, froze to the bone He flowed a tiny poem And said, "theres a reason why unity is within opportunity" And as if i wasn't there he continued his eulogy "Usually life was confusing me but baby when it was just you and me.. It was, simple." I couldn't help but show a dimple Then i saw he was on the verge of tears That was the realist sh** i had heard in years I would've questioned further but at this point i was all ears Plus i felt he was happy i was just there The ones who don't show it are the ones who most care So we sat there in the night air With nothing but the creek noises He finally tried to open his mouth but couldn't speak voices Finally he said, "Just know when you feel alone You're not the only one out there thinking there's no hope If anything that should give you a way to cope Knowing at least you're not the only one who thinks their a joke." From the cold air his breathe turned to smoke He then said to me, "go home kid and always know you're not alone kid." I got back to my room called my sister and told her I missed her That night I slept soundly Something changed about me That night it rained without me Now i know