Talk scream to my dreaming but trembling mind Break slumbering thoughts that I suddenly find Waken invisible memories breaking the seal Caught inbetween feelings that noone can heal Drive in me dive in me deep in my brain all these malevolent forces arise in me I'm thinking back to find the truth the cause is burried in my mind I'm digging for it in my youth I'm hoping that I'll never find Pain faning the flames of the selfhate in me Help searching for details that I cannot see Yearning knawing and languishing greed for release Kept constantly held by this glowing disease I'm thinking back to find the truth...