A-Wax - Gatez lyrics

Verse 1: Damn what they say I'm the sh** I came into too many lives On some negative sh** Bad influence Friends parents hated me sh** Can't mistake Mom brazy as sh** White boy, black gang member Remember that I put in double the work For half of the strips Heard OG's But I laughed at advice I had enemies emotionally after my life Looking back now that road is a dead end And if you saw my face Felt the pain of a dead friend If you fronted me And never of paid If you just plain lucky I didn't get a grenade Saying f** you A-Wax I deserve worse Felt as if my life was almost over like a 3rd verse Early on when Doc was gone Wax brought heat to grocery shopping with mom Yeah that serious enemies then And when past red to blue Had him thinking revenge Been 12 years but the beef is still fresh Out of state prison and breathing And I feel blessed Son growing so fast It was hard starting a family Knowing my past Hoping every one of these days Won't be the last one Barely meeting Boo I ain't even saw no cash come Do I even deserve cash? I don't want to answer that Know that I'm heard pa** How I once thought murder was wrong Now cops point at Jody like look there goes that murderers mom Lord knows I f**ed up Fully aware what was down and whats up Yeah, I'm accepting the blame Should of got right with God Instead of getting a name [Verse 2] Look, I'm thinking real selfish reverend Probably know more people down in Hell than Heaven Love them all how I'm feeling is torn Hoping for a Halo without feeling for horns So concerned for survival Probably read more Source magazines then Bibles I'll be honest I didn't like what I read And some parts other parts I like what it said Parts about forgiveness power of faith And in the pocket of my shirt found the powder I waist Going down the same road I been on Lived so wrong That I don't want to live wrong Been locked up filled with consensus All fun and games Until your friend in your arms dead Until your mans on the stand in court One thing about life Is that its damn sure short