A-Wax - Strugglin' lyrics

[Hook : A-Wax] Everyone around me still strugglin How am I supposed to ever stop hustlin' When my partner got k**ed by my other one Who just walks around town like it wasn't him Rap music selling dope still jugglin' Last time the feds hit lost a dozen men Saw my partner try hard to turn his life around Only to have police plant d** on him Such a cold world [Verse 1: A-Wax] If rappin' was more packin I can finally quit trappin' But it isn't so I can't Wishing for another dance Putting off college to be pushing narcotics Like it's really my job Need to really find God But I don't know his address Put it in a mapquest Nothing popped up Maybe hell is locked up And heaven is freedom So you bet I'ma beat 'em Touch my fam in the morning and you'll be dead by this evening I'm overworked, trying to pay One foot on earth, one in the grave (?) stomach in pain from hunger pains Gotta go get it so underprivileged Growing up with bad intentions It's no wonder I was sentenced To the can Came out with a chip on my shoulder She was trying to fall in love Told that b**h I'm a soldier I don't know what we gone do if this sh** gets any colder California probably should've been split like a cobra [Hook : A-Wax] Everyone around me still strugglin How am I supposed to ever stop hustlin' When my partner got k**ed by my other one Who just walks around town like it wasn't him Rap music selling dope still jugglin' Last time the feds hit lost a dozen men Saw my partner try hard to turn his life around Only to have police plant d** on him Such a cold world [Verse 2: Young Gully] I won't lose I won't cry tears Devil all in my ideas Open up your eyelids Emotions she just can't hide his Maybe I should die today Suicide should find a way To take me out the atmosphere To d**h I will not shy away Maybe I sh** quit the rap Go get this strap Go flip a pack They told me since I took a fall I can't get my position back Want to live in opulence Can't breathe in any oxygen I'm just another occupant (?) should I repent Inhaling smoke to keep me calm Knowing I might just self-destruct God was nowhere in sight My lifestyle wasn't helping much Snakes under my lawn I only got myself to trust Lost it in these cold streets The hustle I felt the rush Spent it all I coulda saved Wildin' know I should behave Cops cuffin' n***as wrists Got my entire hood enslaved Staring down this highway Seeing all the roads I couldn't pave Get your heart Gully Get your heart cause you don't look as brave Dog I think you getting soft People think you living lost I'm just trying to find a bridge Hopefully I get across Thoughts been all over the place I should have left them in the vault Obstacles (?) [Hook : A-Wax] Everyone around me still strugglin How am I supposed to ever stop hustlin' When my partner got k**ed by my other one Who just walks around town like it wasn't him Rap music selling dope still jugglin' Last time the feds hit lost a dozen men Saw my partner try hard to turn his life around Only to have police plant d** on him Such a cold world