[Hook] P for the people pushing me closer to the edge A for all the anger deep inside I never said I is my inevitable meltdown in the end and N for never trusting anyone again (Thats pain) [Verse 1] Ive weathered the pain, have you felt it Puts you so behind, makes you so selfish Helpless, woe is me my world is fallen to pieces May you put it back together only time as your defense Ive seen stressed days, thinking nothing misery How it love the company so them demons tryna get with me Test my peace of mind; put the dagger in the heart Make bleed, the vengeance that was rushing from the start My part in this, why? Sufferings not my forte At the bottom of you heart what can you do or say Its stormy weather all year round, my mind a dark picture All the loathing self-pity and my strength just aint mixing Missing motivation, to go on besides now When everything Ive known has turned against me Im high now To cope, blow smoke, let my mind ease Its happiness I seek, but its the pain in which I breed (Thats deep) [Verse 2] Deep cuts need trust How could you stab me in the back when it was for you my balls I bust? My blood stained emotions, Im hopeless The rain keeps pouring quite frankly like an ocean To take me away from the hurt, so bad That my eyes still fill when these thoughts I grab No way to act for a man but Im broken Literally choking, heart busted open Knowing better but the worse is so easy Its hard to be happy when you cant stop thinking Is it fair, just, who can I blame How they gonna play me, put a scar up on my name Cant we all have a heart? The silliest of questions The better, how we use it, where we get suggestions Life is just for bettering your position on this Amongst us from where the pain has been Brung to us, sung to us on a song for your mind to digest No pain will ever conquer, cause success is in your chest