A.Tone Da Priest - Lose Your Mind lyrics

[Hook] How does it feel to lose your mind? Rewinding time, doing the same things twice Tell me, how does it feel to lose your mind Always running out of time, my life a**igned to the grind [Verse 1] Im surely falling backwards into my thoughts Insane or lost, what can I do to find the answers I done sought I feel Im caught up in the rapture, more like the opposite Cant swallow it, to follow these rules society brought with it Ought to grip something real, more soon better late than later No anger, just acceptance of the fact Im clinically insane Or a major case of n***a feel he got nothing to lose All this knowledge Ive abused, got me saying god aint true And I aint following you to a new, land away from living now All I see is darkness with no eyes, no faces in the clouds Made them bow now, I cant get this weight up off my shoulders Im just talking over knocks youd swear they think Im moving boulders Time is steadily making me older, more aware of my existence How Im supposed to survive, all on my mind signs Im demented Im crazy, from the outside, dont look too close Cause staring over eye to eye try, youd think you seen a ghost [Hook] [Verse 2] So demented, mind be lost Someone prey for me out of the book on a cross Never thought Id be the one to think of suicide But every time I close my eyes I see my blood my body lying I aint lying. I scare myself sometimes it makes me sick inside They say be optimistic, wish it was that simple, but these though preside I tried to take imperfections hide them, sweep them under a rug But a thug was born so curious never the type to say no to d** And it never felt quite like love, was real made more for movies Thinking every b**h and man who extends a hand is tryna do me Am I paranoid? Sue me; I wont be present for the hearing Ill be staring down a barrel farewell mind tryna find a cure man No fearing the dark that fills the light absent of life Leaving nothing but my voice on beats and doctrines that I right My withering flame please reignite, the ones like me feel they have no options Before you pull that trigger, this your one chance to stop and think