A Thousand Punches - To The Ruins lyrics

So this is what it feels like when dreams come crashing down And the lies you spoke no longer hover out of reach I'm walk in circles, it's nothing that you want to hear To say that nothing's changed would be understating understatement So much wasted time, so sick of days dreading the nights We lost ourselves in these bright lights and cigarettes We became our charade I'm tired of fighting to keep off the lights This is my most heartfelt spit in the face to every one of you Please don't listen when I say that I care I will stopped when you stopped watching me Time can be healing if you just learn to wait Every word is a knife, like walking into a cage of a thousand wolves Pain makes tears flow but it tells you to pray Such a f**ing waste of time that's never coming back This is the worst kind of nightmare, and I made it for myself