Every breath I take, I take in vain Work my a** off for nothing, nothing to gain In this fractured life I’m submersed in pain I’ve tried day in day out again Just to find a means to an end As my mind crumbles and descends again It doesn’t make sense living today Doesn’t matter even if you pray I just wanna lay here and let myself die But I think there’s much more to the truth Sadistic ways to love and abuse An end that’s always long and overdue Malfunction in the society And I totally lost my sobriety As I take this pill I wave goodbye It doesn’t make sense living today Doesn’t matter even if you pray I just wanna lay here and let myself die I was born from a bloody womb Into a world that’s just so f**ing cruel I need to get away, I need to get away from you Emotions that are way too fragile Inner conflicts collide in my mind It doesn’t make sense living today Doesn’t matter even if you pray I just wanna lay here and let myself die