A Life Once Lost - Ghosting lyrics

I am impatient and hard to please no sense of serenity habitual neurosis transcends into thoughts of suicide and when this body lays lifeless, don't patronize me by insisting this was all done because of you I am beyond redemption, even in d**h I will not speak I am beyond redemption, even in d**h I will not sleep with abandonment of trust and self hope is void of longevity a shelterless recluse, I survive without reason I sacrifice myself to the lonely other for she will not rest until d**h's arms embrace me