A Life Divided - My Apology lyrics

I'm out of time And no-one cares The fall is mine And black clouds Shine down on me Relentlessly Heart of hope Is broken now It has grown old Since this life is without you Through and through If I hurt you I didn't mean to Please forgive me, I beg you And if I hurt you I didn't mean to Please forgive me, I beg you Here I stand Another way Leads to the end And all the doors Are closed to me Eternally Sweetest love Where are you now? Could you tell God above That no-one could have Saved my soul But you for sure