A Life Divided - Solid lyrics

I don't need to say just read the time in my face nothing stays the same every single way has changed ruthlessly eternally I've been lead astray I'm under construction there's nothing in my veins, my eyes are abstractions, I cannot be the one I used to be is it me? hiding deep, inside of me is it you? pa**ed by youth, make me believe carrying a lie I'm locked up inside this box hangin' on a line, pretend everything is quite alright it's oh so fine the truth blinds my eyes for as long as I can hide I will occupy in my selfmade exile, just for a while for a while inside is it me… I'm solid – no need to I'm solid – no use to I'm solid – no reason for you to change living on the edge a thousand knives in my back innocently crashed a million times that I've been crucified and redefined if I just could fly to the place in my mind where the sea hits the sky and the tree of all lies acquits me for life for all times