A.L. Laureate - Wait Gain lyrics

I awaken again trapped in a frivolous scheme Indigenous to the dream of well being You know the attention deficit the world reveals How to lie how to k** the embodiment spreads with such sk** I'm patient my rhymes become distortioned in cadence Tired of waiting I'm itching to relieve this craving I've been tasting Its like junkies needin' a rock needin' a shot Rappers stuck on making what's hot Take a look and listen at everybody's hit list Nonstop gluttony with the limits presented How much time should I fall back I had enough the time has come for my heat to dissolve rap Days of waiting on deck are over Shaking in sub-zero weather gettin the cold shoulder Unleashing arsenals of bombs you could keep With words to show my craziness unleashed The anger the pain Where does it go to sustain I try to fight back The wait gains the more my time lapses I wont change no I repeat I wont change No good will ever stick to me Every time its tried it runs away to be free It took mad will and strength to write this verse The mere thought of it breaks me down till it hurts The time we spent together love was the language of choice You and I one voice now our eyes become moist A dehydrated soul regenerates in fear Anger discontent I cant blame you I put it on me Karma rubs in deep into my skin please hear my voice apologizing I surely get mine for the rest of my life I never crossed the line of respect it got dimmer Fed up of my retention in depression Waiting for change erupted arguments and hot tempers Ill never forget you your imprinted in my heart The end is the power of descent over the start Back then to right now I want you to hear me now I hope you find the happiness you talked to me about