A.L. Laureate - Here It Lies (I Wish) lyrics

Hook: (Anjuli Stars) And i wish that i could be born again Redo all my wrongs and do it all again And i wish that i could be born again You wonder why Just look up to the sky Im calling Verse 2: Im dead the pa**ageway to hell is wide open Heaven calls from afar but god is soft spoken The soundtrack to satan is amusing Hell was a possibility i made the trip all inclusive Low self esteem tagged along in bottles of alcohol k**in my every thought Poison was chosen Rewrote my life story made it bitter Subservient to the urge of this sinner I was given love i took it for granite Never accomplished things cause of personal entrapment My souls torn face disfigured I smell the brimstone burning my voice quivers I let out a whimper The surface opened i was lead to a picture I couldn't believe what it was Its me in a casket so i see what wishful thinking does Hook: And i wish that i could be born again Redo all my wrongs and do it all again And i wish that i could be born again You wonder why Just look up to the sky Im calling Verse 2: Opinions and theories became disoriented Dangling through the cobwebs of the past And at last i feel d**h first hand With no need to dilute any method that it used I look at my body the blood drippin down it Disinterest in life lies kept me frownin I took deception a tad further Im now here playing back the last 23 years My dad wasn't with me The moment i was born My moms showed me love I still felt alone My girl was my world Can't believe i let her go Tears turn bloody Trying to reveal sumthing How could i uncover Emptyness within My best option is a paper and a pen Last seconds of life i end my last writes With a wounded heart hoping repentment will suffice Hook (2x)