A Covenant Of Thorns - Shell Of A Saint lyrics

Here I am the one that you adore You give it all and more But I'm to wrapped up in myself Here I am the one you love to hate Whatever you give I'll take And push aside what gets in my way It seems I'm always Looking in from the outside I try to keep it straight But I feel it falling apart It seems I'm always Look out from the inside I try to hold on tight But I feel it slipping away Here I am an empty man no pride Eyes opened wide Ashamed of the things that I've become Here I am a shell of a saint that right I'd try for more but why I'd just end up with the same mistakes It seems I'm always Looking in from the outside I try to keep it straight But I feel it falling apart It seems I'm always Look out from the inside I try to hold on tight But I feel it slipping away It seems I spend my time Looking at the wrong side I see it in my head And I want to tear it away It seems there is no way To get to the upside I've given what I can And I feel I'm dragging you down I am the one that left you there with nothing I am the one that took it all away I am the one that left you standing broken I am the one that stole your dreams away I am the one that left you feeling empty I am the one that handed you the blame I am the one that took it all for granted I am the one that threw it all way Things keep getting in the way It should have been someone else