A Covenant Of Thorns - Purgatory lyrics

I am the God of emptiness I am the God of pain I am the God of agony God of the insane Will you look into my soul And tell me what you find? Tell me this emptiness Is just a state of mind I am the keeper of fear I am the keeper of fate I am the keeper of nothing The keeper of all hate Will you hide me away And help my wounds to heal? Wrap your arms around me And teach me how to feel I don't want your forgiveness I don't want your blame I don't want forever I don't want to be the same I wish I knew what it was that you were searching for this time I think I know what it is that you've been missing all this time Tell me I brought it on myself All of this decay Tell me God will always love me And could wash it all away Tell me that you know how I feel And it makes you love me more Tell me that you understand me And you've seen it all before