A.c.t. - Freak Of Nature lyrics

The odor scent from the circus surrounding me causes ambiguous feelings. My home, a scenery of degeneration and morbidity. Filthy money feeds me. Your visits in this stronghold of humiliation seem to awake no pangs of conscience. Your fresh bodies in beautiful cases are prepared for a journey of enchantment and horrors, despise and intoxicating scam. Every laughter caused by the sight of me causes pain in my soul, distancing me from those worthy and dignified. None of you believes there is a story to tell. This is me! Feeling lonely, worn out entirely Scared and afraid, troubled and offended, Cheated, abused, betrayed, confused, Threatened, beaten, insulted, humiliated My life is insignificant Welcome Sire, you can admire, All freaks of nature, feel free, just to hire You may laugh and we will disgust you As long as you pay what we want you to You're allowed to take our pictures If you could see me behind the mask I'm always wearing You will find a man who's been abused 'cause he is different If we could swap just one day you'd understand Who took him from me, something was wrong They have always been his dearest friends Why now? So raw, his flesh, their claws Someone must have shown them what to do Please, let this nightmare end now! If you could see me behind the mask I'm always wearing You will find a man who's been abused 'cause he is different If we could swap just one day you'd understand Sire, I am sorry I was In the way of your spit, -who is monstrous!? Maybe I should spit back at you Just to prove I am human too I'll take my vengeance upon you! How can I go on in this life? You left me here, now I'm all alone These scars won't heal, never, I feel So lost, it's not fair. You should have been here! If you could see me behind the mask I'm always wearing You will find a man who's been abused 'cause he is different