A.18 - Heartbreak Affiliated lyrics

I want to be your victim I want to pull a knife a day deep from my heart I want to bleed like the stuck pig that I am I want the suffering heard ten miles from where we are drive this dream I die every night for love darkness please I avoid the light for love I want to be your excuse I want to sleep on razors every night I want to be at the wrong end of your weapon I want to be the bits of skin under your nails, alright? if I was even remotely clever enough and for a second to match your wit I would hatch a diabolical scheme to steal the keys to your garden(heart) and the keys to your kingdom(soul)