9th Wonder - Melody lyrics

[Verse 1: Young Don] Think I need some closure Maybe some exposure To something new cause I feel like I'm getting closer Have a n***a fold, like a f**ing folder I've been holding all this weight like I'm lifting boulders Getting wiser as I'm aging older Just know I'm prepping for this war, I'm a f**ing soldier Season changed and it's getting colder Like these b**hes hearts do, they just f** you over Now I'm f**ing sober They way you got me, only thinking of myself Barely getting any rest cause I'm too worried 'bout my wealth I got to start making paper, put some music on the shelf Can I do this on my own, should I ask someone for help Left me with this song stuck in my head Traumatized, can't get it out of my head I got my feelings embed I don't call it venting, I just put my thoughts in the led I got a plan, I'm always thinking ahead, yea [Hook] I could never get you out my memory Smoke a blunt while I sing this melody [Verse 2: Young Don] Lord knows if my words don't come together Ima write it in a song, you gone hear my words forever I know, there's some things that we could have done better You can't get me out my zone, I'm already all settled My opinion doesn't matter but it does on instrumentals I left ya Cause you know you always f**ing with my mental Forget you Don't forget me when I get up on the venue I'm cooking, my mamma cooking, Ima check what's on the menu Without thinking I lost all my instinct Lighting blunts like they were in-scent The pain it never lifted I'm always reminiscing Seeing all these visions Worried about the past that's why you see me acting different I'm missing, what the mission is You say that I'm trippin' I don't know what it is I just want to live in peace, please let me live [Hook]