99 Neighbors - Murder Mart lyrics

[Part I] [Verse: Swa*k] Ayy, I been scared of heights That didn’t stop me Woke up with EMTs, tryna find a beat, 'cause it dropped me Woke up a mess, thought I needed me a quick high But that sh*t hit me like a drive-by I try not to think much I knew I was in hole, couldn’t get up Now I’m back on the get up Had to go get my head up Smoke a blunt never let up And pray to god you don’t mess up Seven left out of nine, I been runnin' outta lives I been runnin' from myself again But I been losin' track, never going back, hope I mean it, ayy Stuck in situations I don’t wanna get involved in I been takin' notice everyday so I could figurе out how I could stop this Really feel like I been locked in Stuck in silеnce, I got people on my shoulders tellin' me the fu*kin' options Life been lonely, where's the profit? So I been gone in a sprinter, I'll see ya next winter I smoke when it stops, I'm catchin' a fade and pour up the liquor And hold up, I’m stressed, and damn it, I miss her And life is a b*tch, don’t hold it against her [Part II] [Verse: Sam Paulino] I feel evil in the air Tension in the air The devil's all around me And he ain’t playing fair I feel the lords tryna help me 'Cause he been on my side I’ve been runnin' from myself You can see it in my eyes How many steps do I take 'til I’m trippin' up? How many days pass knowin' it ain’t good enough? How many times do I write my wrongs just tryna write this song And play along like I’ve done enough? I I stick to myself, myself I don’t need your help, no help