93FEETOFSMOKE - I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead lyrics

[Verse 1: 93FEETOFSMOKE] You know the rain and thunder makes it cold out You know whatever happens my hand will be out But I can't keep this f**ing blade up off my wrist And I can't kick these f**ing demons from my head They telling me it's time to go and sin And I'm listening f** restraint because this world's a b**h But you're glistening And you know I love the way you sit On the side of my bed And let it bleed out through every f**ing slit [Verse 2: VELVETEARS] I'm known to run away but this time I'll run with you I'm known to never stay but I'll f**in stay with you I'm known for diggin graves but that's all done and through I just wanna watch the smoke clear away with you I got all of your songs straight playing in my head I got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead But I just suppress that, no need for nonsense 'Cause for the first time I know where I can fall back Something about life makes me feel so unsure Why am I so scared? I will never f**in know But I had a choice and I picked the right door And that's something I've never done before You were the right door