8th Apollo - Am i lyrics

[verse 1: ashton mallory ] I'm from where the gra** stay green And ain't nobody mean And ain't nobody seen a body bleed Or hear somebody scream Up in the street I hear it ain't no joke To us country folk, coke is just a drink But guarantee it ain't the drink you want What I need and want is to be happy To be really happy When I'm with the blacks I'm whitey When I'm with the whites I'm blacky Hair is nappy, napping on a tempurpedic Pediatric nurse is needed Meaning y'all my sons But I for one do not really believe it I can't believe polices k** us and keep it a secret Even tho we see it on social media it's repeated And we don't like it but we go like it and go retweet it I guess we just hoping someone important see it See us stranded, never red handed See that we been abandon But call us a band of bandits You sound bananas cram it Of course you don't understand it This is force, no remorse from the source Can we manage am I worth it [hook: ashton mallory] Is music really my purpose I was born in 98, 97 but I was late And I am so bless to say That my life isn't good it's great Am i worth it Is music really my purpose I was born in 98, 97 but I was late And i'm Not close to fame But just trust me I'm on my way [verse 2: ashton mallory] I highly doubt that school will ever pave the way To the day that they hand me grammies While I'm standing center stage Understand me I'm the bomb And I can't wait to detonate And my lyrics they draw a picture Gimme space to illustrate Gave my date some food for thought I told her go and fill her face I love that we becoming stars But I hate when i feel the space Cause i can never fill the space Not with a person nor a place Or the flowers that I'm smoking That was broken from this vase Dear Spazzy D man what's crackin remember me and remember you use to beat on the desk with pencils and pens remember when you had friends and then you cut em off You said you had to find yourself And if they came they would get lost And I guessing the hint was caught When you pa**ed it, it was drastic They snagged it like randy moss Pay attention it doesn't cost And I know a part of you died and im sorry for your loss I was taught that you have to lose Before you can become a boss Am I worth it [hook]