8 Foot Sativa - Hate Made Me lyrics

You're gripping my hand not letting go of it Why don't you leave me alone Too bleed to d**h I'm nothing but trouble Can't you understand that My decision is made no-ones controlling it The fear of life it's f**ing worth dying Even though its all in the head I keep on wishing i was just dead Pain is real Misery i feel Hate made me I can not break free This is my life in vain All these lives I've changed Rising above my loss Leaving the things I've crossed My decision is made you can't betray me It's not worth living with things I've seen I know you're trying to keep me sane But the only thing I'm going insane Never mind what's on my mind I've been keeping it in far too long Even though my life is a waste There's lots of things I'm yet to taste