8 Bars - What's Left Of Me lyrics

[Verse 1: Weekend] What's really left of me mentally or physically y'all took the whole heart I just lend it differently, so many want week but I want curt even tho it sounds weak bruh it feels worse, can't be as simple as a gift and a curse see I conquered this talent it wasn't given at first only thing really given at birth was a pocket full of d** and a sentiment of perks it hurts Born as a ba*tard, sometime after, raised in a home with a lotta love factors, but it broke down homie half way through, see my momma left and she took my baby sis too ironically the same year I started this too, so I wrote rhymes just to past time in my youth and I tried to get you back in my life but only so many phone calls last through the night f** it I don't you everything's see through, even if it came as a blessing it was evil, Transparent black cloud but I can surely feel you, you can see me drop to my knees in a fetal you still wouldn't easel Tried to turn my luck around not to much is hurtin' now just a bunch of circus clowns tryna tear what I built down, If it wasn't for that dream gang none of y'all would be here now... I'll ride for my brothers and I'll die for my brother even lie for my brothers, even if we fell apart sh** id do it all again just me and my friends against the world to the end, now I'm all alone in this place called depression nobody even here to listen to confessions like, have you ever thought about k**ing yourself with a picture of your mother on the shelf? sh** Vial as it seems it's normal to me and nothing's really new to me everything's scrutiny even ones who grew with me, Mel ain't never here and Andrea never cared but Dannie on her own while the one who saved me just drowned in her tears, I tried to pull you up but I had to cut the string, you took the advantage and I just intervened but I need you Nicole [Bridge: Nicole Voice mail] Hey Curtis um, just wanted to tell you that I miss you and if you ever need me please just text me cause in my eyes you're always gonna be my best friend, my rock, my wonder wall and I'm gonna be here for you until my heart stops beating anyway um... you're my best friend sorry we fell off but you still mean the world to me and nothing can change that... [Verse 2: Weekend] Uh, pain in my life was a virtue ironically the sh** just came full circle, tried to my gramps from me then you took my mans from me, then you put me in the stand homie what now homie? I just wanna go through life, no worries for my family, live through stripes, my dad just turned 50 I just wanna make a milli put him in a mansion he can rest real simply, put em in a Bentley, put em in a Acura, king size bed with a fam like Agora Wanna make em proud of me, scream my name and shout for me louder then then the crowd for me make some f**ing sound for me, know I'm an outcast you were always down for me even if I f**ed up a couple times you stood behind those couple of lies and you smiled in my face cause we made it out alive I'm back into this dark tunnel tryna get my life un-puzzled stuck up in this dark muzzle everything is gonna rustle even if I die in the mix of it just remember one mothaf**in' thing about me More of y'all hate me then love me but when it's irreversible don't expect nothing from me, it's all love lost cause you took it all from me, you tried to give it back and I evolved from it.. Week You took some scars from me lead me on to startle me, never would I think another girl would take a part of me, In my mind I knew it was just another farce for me, feeling like the world just left another mark on me Our relationship just ended to fast see we dated for a month then you ditched my a** and you left me with the baggage how you ship my a**, how you say you love me then you trip my a** Looking into your eyes and I know you ain't mean it, said you were different and sh** I believed it, maybe it was my fault for being so virtue, head over heels and I said I'd never hurt you, down on the ground and now you wanna Hershel Cut the head off before you give us a start see we could've been together but you murdered the heart, Now I'm Back into the brimstone looking for a counterpart Looked into the eyes of the devil, double barrel co*ked and it's right to my temple life flashed to fast photographic sight clash then I start to mumble I said... More of y'all hate me then love me but when it's irreversible don't expect nothing from me, it's all love lost cause you took it all from me, you tried to give it back and I evolved from it... [Hook: Joe Budden]