[Intro] Ugh what happened man? All I remember is that [Verse 1] As I, hand over my last gram I pocket that Jackson when it gets past then Then, all I hear is gun shots; clack bang The only thing on my mind was catching that black man Projectiles flying make all of the cats scram I run to my door and I open that crap van I catch up and then I attack, damn Now I got him singing like a bald Hugh Jackman I wake up wondering where I am at, damn All that's here is bottles without tops or caps man Where was Jesus when I asked for him? I guess request only get through after s**ing his fat ham As he lays on the floor, I look at the black man Take off the top, and start pouring the gas can Pull out the magnum, and fire the dragon Then I realize that I've witnessed this action [Hook] Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know It feels like I've been down this road before So lonely and cold, it's like something takes o- Ver Me as soon as I come home and close the door Kinda feels like Déjà vu I want to get away from this place I do But I can't and I won't Say I try cause I know That it's lie cause I don't And why, I just don't know [Verse 2] As I, wake up in a foreign place Eyes stay shut cause it feels like someone's been pouring mace In them, and more on my face, what more can I take? Just push me in that wooden box in store me in graves She said, " You're a disgrace; a who*e outta place The more that I gain, is the more that you take You're fake, but hey someone will stop you before you get great!" Shut up, or you're endure some duct tape Over your legs, wrist and all over the place Or you'll get more than just rape Don't even think you'll survive, nor an escape I'll frighten you more than door when it shakes f** it, I want to change these boring a** drapes And I'm an insomniac at least Conan is great Popped a couple Addies and Vickies why wait- Hey, I've been before to this gate [Hook] [Verse 3] As I, pinch the filter of this cigarette Inhale that mint smoke, because I don't feel it yet It hits hard and sick like a fit cadet As I cruise down the road bumping a thick ca**ette Thinking about all I do and risk for checks I like my girls in twos, so I guess I dig a set Stop acting up trick, or I'll crench ya neck Stop screaming ya dumb s*ut, or b**h ya next You're acting a lot like this trick I met And if it continues I won't let ya pick ya d**h No matter what, you can't fill this dick's regret I can sense this disc in decks, it's like I dropped kick your rep Because no ones going to be able to get the sh** I've said Even though it's all I do I'm pretty much drenched in sweat And I'm taking it on you because it time my dick gets wet Stop squirming around b**h, you act like its a big request Now that you're dormant I can finally unclip my vest But wait this scenery I cannot comprehend in depth It's dark and clammed shut have my eyes been kept And I've seen this before when I was sleeping in this bed I slept in [Hook]