He's needs vary when the lights turn on It's bright and warm, he has no paper so He writes them on, his petty white a** palms He's ready to light them off So he makes a tape, that shakes the place The fear erased his face, and his mind straight goes blank A great mistake was letting him think he's great You lames would say that he remains elate But right now it's a miracle; a light pound individual Flows so deep he might drown in a swimming pool Like wow you're so lyrical And your rhymes sound never minuscule Then he wakes up to climb out of his pinnacle I should of been next, this is Julian's best The good and the rest, I would of been in a pool of debris A list full of fantasies, let me ponder this God walked out randomly; left me fatherless Buddha said can't handle me, guess that's honest sh** Got me finishing off a vodka fifth, bet that's provocative But no one could ever be stopping this, monstrous Light skin whose sk** is as big as Lochness tits Wait, wait Red appearing wrist with an olive skin tone I've been called a failure ever since I've been born The phrase, "Get thrown." has been been thrown down more than windows But now I get more looks than when I wear women clothes Yo, they said they my word play needs work And I'm not s**ing a tionary's Dic til my knees hurt Gentlemanly, ladies say I'm sweet like dessert But actually like Joe, my life will be Dirt Seizures, a verse that'll be truth Blast mags in your a** til you're see through I'm not kidding unlike Shady I don't need Proof Permanent tear drops don't mean I speak truth I see you, bruised up and bloody like a fist fight I'm an a**hole, that's why people say my sh**'s tight I spit right, I mean wrong at your b**h wife I quit life but it's clinging on like twist ties I've been given some easy free throws At life, but this weight of the world on my shoulders makes the pain in my knees grow Please though, let's be honest There's a much of les' on us It's best when stress sis less upon us And I can't wait to be wrecking stardom It s**s that our world needs a coin dispenser to spin I don't care for much but in the center there's Zen We can't do what we want to do without cost, literally Nothing in life is free is imprinted in my memory Pixelate