51.50 - Suicyde lyrics

[Verse One] Somebody help me, I'm thinkin' I can't cope Early in the mornin, looked in the mirror and seen myself hangin' from a rope And it got me in a f**ed up state of mind I'm havin' thoughts of blowin' my brains out from time to time I often feel like I'm livin' on the run And I'm straight nervous, paranoid, so I'm sleepin' with a gun I close my eyes and I can hear them b**hes screamin' I'm wide awake and yet it feels like I am dreamin' What should I do, I think I need a head Shrink Every time a k**in' is done, I write it down in blood not ink I always wanna take my own life, put a bullet in my dome Maybe that will make me feel right [Chorus] Instead of homicide I feel like suicide Somebody help me Instead of homicide I feel like commitin' suicide Instead of homicide I feel like suicide Somebody help me (Somebody help me) [Verse Two] I'm 'noid as f**, I'm havin' nightmares 'cause of what I've done I k**ed this fool for no muthaf**in' reason Was there a motive behind it? Not that I know of, all I can say is that that muthaf**a reminded Me of this trick I had big funk with So I snuck up on that mark and let the muthaf**in' pump kick Gauge blast, peeled his muthaf**in' cap back And later on that night I'm askin' myself, why did I do that? I should have knew that n***a wasn't him With no remorse I smoke a blunt and k** a fifth of that Henn, then Went to sleep, now I'm seein' this n***a in my dreams Wish I was dead, one in the head Somebody help me [Chorus] [Verse Three] Now I'm paranoid, body shiverin, got me wakin' up in a cold sweat I grab my gun, put it to my dome, wonderin' if I should just die yet These voices in my head keep tellin' me to pull it And to my own muthaf**in' brain it's like I'm goin' insane Feel like I'm looney, a n***a be gettin' psychotic thoughts I'd rather be takin' a quick way out than gettin' caught by the law Then spend the rest of my life ...(?) locked in a cell My father say I'm sick in the head, ...(?) So what the f** am I to do to get up outta this sh** Put a hot one in the chamber, let the nina go click (bang!) [Chorus]