50 Cent - Forgive Me lyrics

[Verse 1: Proof] Barely raised by my dysfunctional fam Here I stand as a dysfunctional man Quick-tempered, short-fused, and pissed at God Demons pullin' at my soul 'til it's ripped apart Secret's out, Momma—that fire, I started it f** the fireman logic of the closet by the wire sh** What's positive about a father that bust nuts then wussed up And a momma that don't show her son enough love? sh**, that's why I run from my first son And force these chickenhead b**hes to get abortions I married the game, my mistress is fame My girl packed her clothes, she know I ain't gon' change Go insane in a world evil as ours I done shot at houses, people and cars The deeper the scars, the worse is the history God, you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me You hear me? [Hook: 50 Cent] Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned Over and over again just to stay on top I recall memories filled with sin Over and over again… and again [Verse 2: Proof] And most importantly I'm tryin' to support my seeds Can't seem to get away from them courtin' fees Embroidery, on my hood across my heart disorderly Breakin' in houses of people who ain't got more than me Accordingly, I move in error Gotta face the fact though I can't fool this mirror Neglected my daughter And tryin' to blame on how I was brought up Like I'm a product of this environment, why ain't I shot up? Got up today, like, "Why you let me breathe again?" And with each breath I feel d**h is creepin' in Thinkin' sinners are winners, and I'ma finish last My pen and pad record my life as each minute pa** Pa**in' minutes, I shook sin and shook d** I did right by you, but still you took Bugz Then caught me in adultery; fought me for not knowin' through the dark streets you walked me, talked to me [Hook: 50 Cent] Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned Over and over again just to stay on top I recall memories filled with sin Over and over again… and again [Verse 3: Proof] It's the risk that's a rush, so rush my wrists into cuffs It's like a fight for your attention and love Speakin' of Bugz, give me a hint from above If he not, you know I wanna be sent when I'm done Kid outta wedlock so my lady's frontin' I love Em 'cause he gave me somethin' A positive anything is better than a negative nothin' I was on the edge of d**h ready to jump in It's hard when you can't find love anywhere And just because the reverend listen don't mean he care Pops on crack with a sufferin' past I dream in black and white, the world color me bad Other than sad, painful and stressed Life is good with the webs that tangle with d**h Control the border, control the school I have sinned amongst men and my soul is yours [Hook: 50 Cent] Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned Over and over again just to stay on top I recall memories filled with sin Over and over again… and again Lord, forgive me, for I've sinned Over and over again just to stay on top I recall memories filled with sin Over and over again… and again