5 Days Ahead - My Cold November lyrics

That night I hung up the phone. Tears were rolling down my eyes. All I had was the comfort of my best friends. The next day left alone. I watched the Lions game. Anything to get my mind off of you. I didn't care who won; I already lost. Remembering those words that I deserved better than you. I tried to say grace before dinner, but what do I have to be thankful for? A heart ripped to shreds with the knife left at the foot of my door. Thanksgiving dinner never tasted so bitter. I wanted to throw it up and send it to you Just to give you a reminder of how it feels To destroy someone's holiday. I went to turn on the TV. Home Alone was on, how fitting. I tried to laugh but couldn't find a reason why. Still left wondering why. Black Friday never fit so perfect. It felt like a part of me just died. Seeing happy couples blissfully step through the stores. I just wanted to rip out my eyes. Deep in a box, I buried a picture of you. Hoping to never see it again. It still pops up sometimes. And a tear still rolls down my eyes. Winter never felt so cold.