4th25 - Dirty lyrics

[Verse 1] I don't think yall understand What m going thru the stress is k**in me My better halfs back home f**in round Least that's what they telling me She always in the clubs now And she ain't used to party And she always wit a new n***a Say she f**in em probably While im over here dodging bullets Throwin em back at haji She got her a** up in something tight Trying to get f**ed properly They seen her last night Hugged up in the movies Wit some n***a Obviously scheming trying to sleep wit my p**y Try not to sweat it though this blood Runs hot thru me This is fire yall f**in wit now Please speak truthfully Plus im hearing she don't be home Not half as much as she used to Got me callin home naw She ain't pickin up like she used to And I've heard all the stories Bout how we deploy and they do us And now my money spends A lil bit faster than what it used to… I don't know [Chorus] The whole time im gon She was running round I thought we were in love I know what love is now She's telling me one thing Doin another Now everyday it seems Harder to trust her I don't know The f** is really happening I don't know If im over reacting I don't know If she's home bein faithful While im gone… [Verse 2] When we talk now its always something Startin an argument Specially when I ask her Why she's never home and all the money she spent She say she got needs Sometimes she need to be with her friends But then I tell her what they tell me Now she defensive as sh** Her whole story starts changing How the f** can I trust this b**h When she tell me something one week The next week she forgets Nothing but more lies and excuses Everytime she move her lips 2 in the morning cell phone Ringing in the background loud as sh** Im trying to, keep my cool Can't afford to lose focus Cause here that sh** el get me k**ed Even if just for a moment So I let a lot of sh** slide Even sh** im not supposed to But it gets harder to cope wit Not knowin if this is really happening I've seen this movie played before So I know what happens She run them streets im trying to Stay alive in Baghdad… f** her Yeah I love her but trust is a mother f**er And she make it harder to believe her Everytime I talk to her [Chorus] [Verse 3] Get it together sweetheart I can tell that you lying Cause we ain't talking like we used to Plus its getting harder to find you I know its issues War is not easy but you create more problems Still act like nothins happening I just want you to be honest If it ain't no other mof**er Than tell me who the f** is this guy then I hear you always with That just a friend sh** I ain't buyin Though you sell it like the truth No not now don't start crying Cause I know that won't your girl Last week you was outta town with Look its too easy to tell the truth Instead you denied it Even worse I know you full a sh** And you still trying to hide it Don't worry the paperworks in progress We can put this behind us But now you wanna come clean Say you don't know where your mind went You got lonely when I left Needed someone to spend your time with And you only slept wit em once Sorry, that's too many times b**h The f** I look like Holdin on when you let go And f** I look like takin you back I don't keep trash in my home