4th 'N Goal - Fingers Crossed lyrics

I'm gonna leave the silence for the second time To sweep the bitter out of my mouth and off my pride There was no turning point Since I began to follow you again Against the deepest clouds Still watching you from far away And that's the sake for writing songs To make this stronger once again f**ing Insane But all this mess comes from my own windmill Kick back those stories from your eyes With fingers crossed behind your back You're keeping me alive A step back from all those creepy lies That I used to trust and make them mine You're coming slowly Destroying everything that I care about But I know that's a weird way for saying That all of this story is f**ing insane I've always been behind the line But my fingers crossed won't mean the same as yours And here we stay as crashing tides You're like McFly and I'm stuck in time Kick back those stories from your eyes With fingers crossed behind your back You're keeping me alive A step back from all those creepy lies That I used to trust and make them mine I'm sick of drinking hate and sweating smiles A toast to no surrender I felt your bad words get under my skin As all your spite come to life in my songs