4T7 - Journey Through My Mind (Anger & Anxiety) lyrics

[Hook] We're falling Deep down We're falling Falling falling We're falling Deep down We're falling Falling falling [Verse 1] I wake up I'm in the storm, in a world that has been torn Lightning flashes and rain pours, since the day anger was born Feel a flash flicker it flips the trigger Fire fills my face quicker, ticker ticks faster and then my thoughts they quickly become sicker Conductive like the lightning rod of the lightning god Thinking I'm Zeus but I'm just a fraud, just facade, tryna be the one to overcome the odds Got a complex, like a bomb vest, that i can't be destroyed But I stress, I know whats next, cause of all the emotions in my head I'm void Here we go and here we go, my thoughts psychotic runnin' round We play see-saw we play see-saw but I just keep on going down The others rise before me and I'm falling in a trench And no one's eyes adore me, give me up like it was lent Where do I go, where do I go? My thoughts are poison seeping out I cannot run, I cannot run, fall on my knees I scream and shout The others walk past me as I'm surrounded but alone No one can save me now, build a barricade of stone [Bridge 1] The pit of the abyss welcomes me like an acquaintance I see this I have been missed, being called back for maintenance What feels like burning tar trickles over my skin What was once good nature has been marred by lies and sin Deceit and anger and yelling and tears I see the danger of telling my fears Trusting diminishes, solo k**ed the whole thing Running into ditches, an attack is approaching [Hook] [Verse 2] I wake up I'm in the dark, in the sea, within an ark Waves and swells stomp and march, and the thunder growls and barks No sight of land, no sight of life I cannot stand, I cannot fight I think I can, but fail I might Be the light within the night Anxiety, it might just be, and I'm imprisoned in my shell There's no light in me, its the night in me, I need to be saved from my hell Conflicting, and ripping, right on through the back of my skull I'm lifting, and sifting through the pieces to make me whole My head is light, my head is light, my head begins to fall on back My chest is tight, my chest is tight, and now begins the panic attack Call for help but to no avail Try to save myself and remove this veil Maximum percent, but still I fail Attackin' em present, to end this tale I cannot stop, I cannot stop, what is the point of trying now My brain is rot, my brain is rot, its time to take the closing bow Without the crowd without cheering There is no loud, I lost my hearing Thoughts are doubtful, brain is seering And then I look out, and land is nearing [Bridge 2] Step onto the gra**, and the green is gone Now begin to walk fast, tryna turn the lights on The switch is at the end, I begin to run faster Just then the world bends, situation becomes disaster Try to wake up and get out of this terror Try to push it to the subconscious into things I don't remember The switch becomes encased and covered in vines And I realize I can't escape, from this journey through my mind [Hook]